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Guardian Angel (Taemin)

Annyeong everyone! :)
I am so sorry for the lack of update these 3 months…
I just haven’t had the motivation to write lately and honestly, I have thought of giving up this tumblr…
But now that I am back with a new scenario, I do hope that all of you would enjoy it!
This story is slightly different as I have two endings (I just had a feel for two endings while writing this scenario >.<) written for it and I hope you guys will enjoy both! :)
This scenario includes my best attempt at angst, which is requested by Nino (@xiingxiing)!
This scenario is dedicated to my soulmate (@minhoisadear), my Nino (@xiingxiing), my Lisa (@daisukeys) and my darling Sarah (@pervingseoul) for never ever giving up on me even when I gave up on myself!




I knew exactly when the sun rose over the horizon, turning night into day, because I hadn’t been able to sleep the entire night. I just wasn’t feeling so well.

I huddled in my bed, pulling my blanket tighter around me. It was cold, very cold. I was shivering violently, but nothing seemed to be making the cold go away. I sniffled, my eyes watering. I honestly hated being ill. I really hated it.

I placed my hand on my forehead and I didn’t need a thermometer to know that I was probably running a very high fever. My head hurt, a lot. I wanted to just fall into unconsciousness so that all these pain would leave me alone, but I couldn’t sleep. Not with all these pain. Not without him sleeping by my side.

I wanted him so much. I NEEDED him so much. I wanted to cuddle into his warm body. I wanted to let him serenade me to sleep. I wanted him to be with me at that moment to make everything better. However, he wasn’t here. He wasn’t by my side. He was probably at some schedule and won’t be home until late at night. 

I wanted to call him, to ask him to come home to me, but it would be too selfish of me to do that when he was busy, and being inconsiderate just wasn’t me. I was the strong one, the selfless one. I take care of Taemin and I think for Taemin, not the other way round.

I reached out my hand weakly in an attempt to grab my phone from my bedside table. After a few minutes of struggle, I reached it and turned on some music.

“1, 2, 3,” I heard Onew’s voice countdown as Honesty plays from my phone.

“I wake up and open my sleepy eyes… It will be tomorrow in a bit… I feel bad for letting the day pass by so hard…” Taemin’s gentle voice slowly filled my room, bringing a small smile to my face as I listened to the lyrics of my favourite SHINee song, but accompanying my smile were tears that wanted to be shed.

I missed him, so much.

Slowly, as I listened to Taemin’s voice ringing in my ear, I fell into dreamland, a single tear sliding off my cheek as I wished for the man, not just the recording to be home singing me to sleep.



*



“_____________-ah? Where are you? I am home~” I heard a cheerful voice calling for me, interrupting my hard found sleep. 

I blinked my eyes, trying to get used to the light as anger sunk in. I was just about to start screaming at whoever had woken me up when I saw Taemin step into my room. All my anger seemed to have evaporated into thin air, and all that was left was happiness. I was filled with happiness because Taemin was finally home.

“Here you are _________-ah!!! Why are you still in bed? It is already 2pm in the afternoon!” Taemin asked, sitting at the edge of my bed and pulling at my blanket.

“Just let me sleep… It’s the holidays! I should be allowed to sleep!” I croaked, hoping my voice was disguised enough to sound like my natural voice when I woke up, yet in actual fact I felt like an iron was being shoved down my throat.

“Yeobo! But I finally have a break in my schedules! You should be spending your day with me! Not in bed! Let’s go see a movie!” Taemin whined, pulling harder at my cover.

He pulled hard enough that the next instant my protection from the cold fell to the ground. Taemin grabbed my hands, trying to make me sit up. 

“Something is wrong…” Taemin mumbled the moment his hand touched mine. 

“Hmmm? What’s wrong?” I asked, finally allowing him to pull me into a sitting position. 

“You are hot…” Taemin replied, his voice slightly unsure.

“Hmmm? Hot? Aren’t I always?” I replied teasingly, not realizing what he really meant.

“No _________-ah! Hot! As in burning hot! I think you are having a fever!” Taemin exclaimed, his hand immediately shooting to my forehead to attempt a check on my temperature. 

“It’s okay… I just need to sleep it off and I will be fine… Don’t come so near me Taemin oppa! We can’t have you falling ill too…” I replied, gently pushing away his hand and scooting towards the other end of the bed, away from Taemin. 

“What do you mean sleep it off? You have to see a doctor ________-ah! Your fever seems quite high! Why didn’t you call me to tell me you aren’t feeling well? I would have come to take care of you immediately!” Taemin asked, concern and worry all over his face.

“I can take care of myself!” I snapped sharply before I could help myself.

I just didn’t like him to worry about me. I didn’t want to see his face creased with worry because of me. I wanted him to always smile.

Taemin flinched visibly at my outburst. I let out a deep sigh.

“Look oppa… Just go back okay… I will take care of myself…”

No one bothers taking care of me when I was sick anyway. I always take care of myself. It was always me, alone. I could take care of myself.

“But… but…” Taemin stuttered, flustered at the crazy change of my emotions in matters of seconds.

“But nothing… Just go home okay… We can hang out during your next break… I am sorry I can’t accompany you today… I promise to make up for you next time!” I apologized, faking a smile to make Taemin feel better.

“But __________-ah! You really need a doctor!” Taemin replied.

I ignored him and finally climbed out of bed.

I walked towards the toilet, planning to freshen up now that I wouldn’t be able to fall back asleep, only to feel sudden dizziness. I would have fallen if it weren’t for the arms that circled around my waist at the last moment.

 “Thanks!” I muttered, steadying myself and pulling away from Taemin’s arms, continuing my way towards the toilet.

A sudden tug on my wrist and I found myself in Taemin’s arms. His hands linked tightly around me so I couldn’t move away.

“Oppa? You are going to get sick if you stay so close to me!” I exclaimed, struggling a little in his arms, trying to get away from him so that he wouldn’t get the virus from me.

Taemin didn’t reply me. All he did was stare down at me, livid anger in his eyes.

“Oppa?” I called, a little scared at the intensity of his anger.

“You know, just because I always act like a kid and I look like one doesn’t mean I am one! I can take care of you! Quit treating me like a child!” Taemin yelled at me, his arms tightening painfully around me.

I flinched at the loudness of his voice, but tried to hide it as best as I could.

“Well I don’t need you to take care of me!” I shouted, frustrated.

Of course I wanted him to take care of me, but I wasn’t used to it. Nobody ever cares about me. I didn’t know how to accept care and concern from others. I am used to being alone and independent. I just didn’t know how to tell him that and he wouldn’t understand either.

As soon as I spotted the expression on Taemin’s face, I knew I had said the wrong thing.

“Taemin I didn’t mean-” I tried to salvage the situation, only to be interrupted.

“I see… So you don’t need me huh? Then I guess I should leave you alone right now…” Taemin replied sharply, letting go of my waist and walking past me and out of my door.

“Taemin!” I shouted, already missing his warmth against me.

He left, leaving me alone. It hurt, so bad.

I gave out an audible sigh, the tears from all the stress I was getting pooling in my eyes. I wiped them all away refusing to be weak. 

I went into the kitchen, holding anything I could on my way because I was feeling faint. I grabbed my medicine from the kitchen and a glass of water and headed back into room. On my way, I saw the sleeping pills I had taken the night before, in hopes that I could sleep my fever away, sitting on the dining table. I grabbed them as well and once I was back in my bedroom, I popped my medicine along with two sleeping pills before lying back down on my bed, hoping that sleep would find me soon.

Ending #1
Ending #2

Next up…

Annyeong to all my followers and whoever else that’s reading this post! :)))
I jus wanna thank all of you for the support so far,
Be it from reading, liking or following my scenarios! :)))

So…
I just concluded my Let me be you painkiller series with Onew’s scenario just 2 days ago,
And I really hope that all of you have enjoyed it! :)

Next on will be Guardian Angel, which most of you voted for a few months ago! :)
Guardian Angel was originally known as Let me take care of you,
But the title was too similar to my previous theme so I settled for Guardian Angel after much considerations! 

I hope you guys will enjoy my future stories and I will have fun writing my next theme! :) 



Valerie. 

Let Me Be Your Painkiller (Onew)

A belated birthday scenario dedicated for my darling Nino (@xiingxiing)~
Happy Birthday my Nino darling~ Love you~
Also dedicated to my soulmate (@itsashineeworld) who is currently arguing with me about whether or not I should buy her stickers xD
This is also written for @closetmvp who provided me with this idea!
And lastly, this is for all of you who are currently reading this right now! :)

“You do realize that you’re not supposed to drink that right?” Onew asked as I took a big gulp out of the can of ice-cold cola I was currently holding.

A frown was visible on his usually cheery face.

“And what difference does it make whether I drink it or not?” I asked, one of my eyebrows arched, as I turned to look at him in amusement.

Onew took in a deep breath, his brows furrowed in annoyance at my lack of understanding of my own situation, before launching into what I would describe as Onew-style nagging. 

“In a normal circumstance it would definitely not make any difference, but your phone’s period alarm has been ringing all week, which means if you don’t stop indulging in icy cold drinks, you are going to start regretting it…” Onew nagged, his complex explanation making my head spin. 

At times like this I wish his sangtae would act up to wipe out his act of wisdom. I hate it when he gets too intelligent sometimes.

“You have split personalities you know?” I spoke while drinking more of my cola, choosing to ignore his long and probably true analysis.

“I do not have split personalities!” Onew exclaimed as his cheeks tinged a pale pink. 

He got embarrassed every time I reminded him of his unstoppable clumsiness. I struggled to hold in the laugh that threatened to break out of me, as I tried to keep on my ‘serious’ argument.

“Really? Then explain your sometimes really intelligent response and your forever happening sangtae!” I declared, determined to win this silly and probably really dumb ‘war’.

“I can never win you, can I?” Onew sighed, but a slight smile played at his lips.

“Nope! Never! You’re not supposed to! You are supposed to let me win even if I am being unreasonable!” I exclaimed stubbornly. 

“You’re always so stubborn!” Onew replied, throwing up his hands in fake surrender. 

“So you’re saying that I can’t be stubborn?” I questioned in mock anger, a pout making its way on my face. 

“I am saying that you’re allowed to be as stubborn as you like… Anytime you want…” Onew whispered, his hands gently squeezing my cheeks before leaning in to give me a light peck on the lips. 

“If so… Do I get another can of cola?” I asked in pretense innocent when he pulled away. 

“Just one last can okay? And don’t come whining to me when you start hurting!” Onew grumbled, walking towards the fridge to grab me a new can of cola.

I couldn’t help the big grin that settled on my face. I love it when Onew lets me win our silly little arguments even when I was being unreasonable. 

*

I sat up on my bed suddenly, alarmed. I looked at my surroundings, alert as I tried to determine where I was. I could still feel the adrenaline rushing in my blood as I tried to calm myself down.

The familiar breathing of Onew beside me on the bed made me calm enough to know that I was in my bedroom and that I was supposed to be sleeping.

The flash of lightning and the roar of thunder from outside the window made me recognize what must have woken me up, or at least what I thought had woken me up, until a sudden sharp pain at my abdomen made me realized what had actually jolted me up from my otherwise peaceful sleep. 

I groaned as silently as I could before trying to push myself off the bed to visit the toilet. I didn’t need to see the stain on my underwear to know that Onew was right about my period coming. My hands clenched around my abdomen as I slowly trudged towards my destination. I rubbed at it incessantly in hopes that the pain would just go away.

Sitting on the toilet bowl for twenty whole minutes did nothing to ease my pain. Finally frustrated at the pain and feeling stupid for not taking Onew’s advice, I climbed out of the toilet and rolled myself into a ball on the living room couch. I bit my lips hard, trying not to scream. 

“___________-ah?” Onew called, yawning as he made his way into the living room to look for me. 

Knowing that I would scream the moment I opened my mouth, I kept quiet and continued to cuddle myself in hopes that the pain would dull. 

“___________-ah?” Onew called again when he finally found me huddled on the couch in the living room, my face pale from the pain.

Onew sobered instantly and was by my side in less than a second. 

“What’s wrong? Why didn’t you wake me up? Are you okay? Do you want to head to the hospital?” Onew asked frantically, his hand flying all over me trying to find the source of my discomfort. 

I whimpered slightly, tears already forming in my eyes.

“It hurts…” I managed to whisper, before gasping when pain washed over me.

“Where? Where does it hurt?” Onew coaxed, trying to get me to tell him what was wrong. 

I squeezed my eyes shut tightly as the pain increased in intensity with each passing moment. My hands clutched tighter at my abdomen as I let out small whimpers of pain.

Onew looked at me worriedly before pieces of puzzles began to form in his mind. He looked at how I was clutching at my abdomen to how my knuckles were white from squeezing before he finally realized the cause of my pain.

“Are you having your period?” Onew asked, his voice laced with so much concern.

I tried to speak, tried to tell Onew that he was right, but I knew I couldn’t open my mouth again without screaming from the pain. It was all too painful. The tears I was trying to keep in made their way down my flushed cheeks.

Suddenly, I felt myself being pulled into Onew’s arms. I was in so much pain that I hadn’t notice Onew shifting me slightly so that he could lie down beside me on the couch.

“Shhhhh… It’s okay… I am here… You’re okay… It’s all going to be okay…” Onew whispered sweetly, kissing me lightly on my forehead. 

My sobs died down considerably as Onew comforted me with sweet whisperings in my ear. One of my hands reached to clutch at the front of his pajamas tightly as I buried myself into his chest. 

When he decided that I had finally calmed myself down, Onew pulled away from my hold and stood up.

“Wait here for me okay? I will be back real soon! I promise!” he said, placing a peck on my cheek.

I watched as Onew ran into our shared bedroom to grab his wallet before running out of the apartment. I closed my eyes, counting the seconds as I waited for him to be back. The pain was still sharp, but much better than before. 

As promised, in less than half an hour, Onew was back. He was drenched from head to toe. The rain was still pouring heavily outside.

“Oppa! You’re all drenched…” I whispered with all the energy I had left.

“It’s okay…” Onew said simply, kneeling next to me by the sofa and brushing my hair softly.

“Why didn’t you take an umbrella?” I asked weakly as my hand reached up to push back the hair that had stuck to this forehead.

“I forgot…” Onew confessed, his face turning red from embarrassment.

I couldn’t help chuckling at his clumsiness in spite of the situation, but I winced immediately when I felt a new wave of pain.

Seeing my face contorted in pain, Onew immediately dug the plastic bag he was holding in his hand and took out a pack of painkillers.

“I hate painkillers…” I said immediately, a frown forming on my face.

“I know… But you have to eat this…” Onew coaxed.

“Are you forcing me to eat something I hate?” I questioned angrily even though I knew I was being stupid and stubborn. 

I just hated painkillers and never ate them unless the pain was killing me. 

“I am not forcing you… But I hate it when you’re in pain… It breaks my heart to see you like this…” Onew croaked, his face masked in pain and concern.

It broke my heart to see Onew looking so pained.

“Just this once… Just this once I will listen to you and eat the painkillers,” I sighed.

Onew’s smile at that moment was so bright that I couldn’t help smiling back at him.

He went to grab me a bottle of water from the kitchen, before helping me sit up on the couch. He popped two of the pills into my mouth and fed me the water from the bottle.

When I was done swallowing the pills, Onew dug at a separate paper bag he was holding.

“As a reward for my good little girl… Here is your favorite treat! I got it from a 24/7 cafe!” Onew cheered, taking out a cup of hot chocolate from the paper bag.

I smiled at the sight of my favourite treat and Onew was happy to finally see a smile on my face. He got a spoon from the kitchen and fed me the hot chocolate spoon-by-spoon, making sure to cool the chocolate by blowing every spoonful. I sighed contentedly when I finally finished my hot chocolate.

Onew set the drink aside and settled me back down on the couch.

“Feeling better?” he asked, rubbing my cheeks gently.

“Much… Thank you… You should take a shower or you’re going to get a cold…” I replied, wiping at his still dripping hair.

“I will go after you fall asleep…” Onew said simply, placing tiny kisses on my nose, cheeks and lips.

“No… You should go shower now…” I said sleepily, yawning as exhaustion finally settled in.  

I heard Onew chuckle slightly as he watched my eyes slowly close as I tried to make him go take a bath.

When I had finally fallen asleep, all the pain forgotten, Onew stood up to head for the shower.

“Sleep well my darling… I love you…” he whispered, before placing a lingering kiss on my lips.

1st Year Anniversary!!!

Hello there all my followers and everyone else that is reading this post! :)
My scenario tumblr ‘thevalaroidcamera’ turned 1 year old 5 days ago!!!
I totally forgot about the day I set this blog up until a few minutes ago when I was checking old posts and realized that it is already 5 days past the anniversary date >.<!
Anyway, I would just like to thank every single person that has shown me support by reading, liking, reblogging or messaging me!
Thank you so very much and every thing that all of you have done has given me lots of courage and allowed me to write more scenarios! :)
I honestly can’t believe that I made it past a year and I really am greatly touched to have over 200 followers.
Thank you all very much! :)
I will work hard from now on and continue writing more scenarios!
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Valerie.

P.s- I haven’t been receiving messages like I used to in the past and I was just wondering whether it was because my writing has gone bad and all… And so if you guys have any opinions and all on my scenarios, do feel free to send me a message and I will try to see whether I can improve. Thank you! :)